What a trying day for a Pagan

How many of us or you, have had an awesome website community experience just go to poop in less than ten minutes?

I have! I have had it happen many times. Due to some knucklehead on a forum or a news list, or a spiritual community or news feed.

I have also had the professional tech of a hosting company just decide they did not want my business, and did not have the balls to email me and say "Ms Massien, we have decided we don't want your business. Kindly move your site off our hosting provider." Because they can't. They are not supposed to let their feelings towards:

  1. Race
  2. Sexual Gender
  3. Sexual Prefrences
  4. Religious Views
  5. Subject matter as long as its not illegal, scammy or harmful to theirself or others or animals.

Well, as we all know the tech could not contain himself and rewrote my oxwall's installation's rules (which you can do, to deny access from all, which is NOT a good thing) which is a crap already software anyway and decided for himself that we would no longer be there, which is fine.

He Hunkey Drori (Pun included) Hippey Tippy pah!

This is not the first time something like this has happened. I am a truthful, positive pagan and shaman and people have been shitting my domain pointing services since 2011 or so on and off between Spruz to Arxive to TMD and even Yooco.org and so on. It's sad really how someone's alcohol dependency problem and insecure issue with himself being a gay man and an ex bf (Never a good idea for an ex to be considered your current web hoster) (He became gay after me, and slightly before me, yes I am a woman, and I didn't know he had a taste for ..ya know.)

But this time its a bit more personal since we all know paganspace moved off ning and does not want competition. How the F*ck am I competition for that? I am very aware that one of the webmasters of ps has at one time been the partner of the dude at namecheap. So, in all honesty I am not making this up.


This is Pagan community, not competition but 19K so far in ssl traffic for DarkPagansGrotto.space can't be wrong, and on twitter this particular tweet has 153 views as of 11 am this morning.

I must be doing something right. If they were more real, and less whatever they are they would be there as well.

I am a pagan, people, a Pagan. A Heathen it is my right to represent the God/dess in all I do, and be a truthful, presentation of her/his role on this great realm and planet.

If you do not like me being a pagan, or a pagan activist for what I believe in, then well piss on your boots. That is all you can do. You can not shut me up. You can not silence me. You can't terrorize me and make me fearful some buggaboo gonna come get me and make me pay because You and so and so say so. I am sorry you have a problem none of us can solve, I'd like to solve your problem, but I believe if you cock your head to the side and decide to take a bat and thrash yourself in the head with it a few good times, you will resolve the problem as then you will be in pain and look like a f*cking dumbass because you think you are that professional.

Grow Up and deal with it. Ana Massien is here to stay.


Ana Massien is a 47 yr old Shaman/Pagan and Heatheru. She has Souix heritage and Romanian ancestry. She is anti gay and LBGTQ+ community as she does not like it when people use paganism to further their activism. She is a writer on wordpress, tumblr, ning, pagangroups,site, and Medium and Disqus, she auto curates things on paper.li. She is single, straight and asexual. She loves all the little witchy things: Pinterest, twitter, witchblr, coffee, Restyle Clothing, paganism jewelry from geek, incense from walmart, and conversations with her Guides and Great Spirit. She is a Fire spirit, and also works with spirit itself. She believes in ascension and works on clearing past bond histories with spirit mates that she no longer feels connected too. It works!

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