I do not do anything for attention. I am working on Grotto Tradios because I want too, because It is knowledge, spiritual and relevant to the times before us. I didn't know wearing a Tshirt and a ring and saying I am from the Temple of Satan was the best way to be a satanist. I mean, trying to get "baphomet statues" accepted at the State Captials, is not attention? Baphomet (Baysh-sha-ma) is not the true image of "Satan" and it is not up to any satanist to assume what Satan is, or is not, or what their image should be. Just like "God" which I believe is not a Christian or Jewish God, chooses to show him or herself as many objects so I believe Satan also could manifest in this way to anyone be they of the Church or the Temple of Satan. Be you at Atheist or a "Theistic" believer or highly evolved perception of Satan. Satanism states that we the little, or the few, must go forth and be what we are in the streets before men. This is not being a statue. This is about being a living or appear to be a living statement of what we are, who we are. WE do not worship a God. We are a God. This is why some people believe sleeping with a woman and being in her sex or womb would pass on her "powers" to the person they are having intercourse with, which is a false belief. I wouldn't want to dash the hope of Temple leaders but I am doing it. You're an idiot if you believe you can be of a woman or be her master if you too cojoin. It's not a real belief. To believe so is to be lowly. How can you defeat your inner animal and be neither a man or a woman? Is that all you are is to be a physical manifestation of rot that will slowly defile your mind and form? You do not even understand the symbols of satanism or are there to properly direct it's power. Who believes in you?
The Motto we have is "Freilus Spiritorius" It means everything we do in spirit is done freely. Not by force. Not because we were tricked into it. Not cause we were paid or bought for a purpose. WE are spirits that do things, all things freely. Not because it will grant us some power. This is psychosis of the drugged and high. You literally believe if you do a certain something at a certain time with certain things you will receive power from satan or some higher power or guide. This is called OCD or Over Compulsive Disorder. Unlike crazy people who need OCD medicine, satanism is done naturally and wellfully. You don't receive any power. Power leads to ruin. You receive wisdom - and knowledge when you see through a path of solitude how unenlightened the world really is, and through your solitude you begin to go away from the sheep - perhaps even the 'wolves' as well. It is a lonely road but it is well worth it.